the emptiness came from losing you
and i finally knows it
I'd been doing many things with you
MANY!
when all of a sudden i have to do these things without you
i feel lost and feeling meaningless to do them as we used to.
like going for the basketball trial on saturday morning with 學妹
like watching grey's anatomy
the charaters look so normal and charmless without your vivid moans
like eatting the pig's throat at NTNU night market
i am even afraid of going back to Yunho
because every corner hides your smiles and words
when i ride across it, the memories jump into me
it hurts.
i am typing this with tears on my face
hoping for the acdemics could draw away my attention
it's sad but i still love you!
